I realised something. i dont need the attention. I am who i am. Be it betrayl or whatever crap there is. i will always stand on my own. firmly. I dont need that attention. My problems are like a small fry compare to others. I believe. deep down in my heart. i wanted that attention from tcy. or whoever it is. I dont need it. I dont need it. thats all i can say. i am who i am. i dont need to change just to gain attention. I have my close friends, gans thats enough. Friends who cares about me.